Guilt-Free 

When I spend too long waiting, 

I lose inspiration. 

Too many thoughts flow all at once. 

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Poetry is like sex to me

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First thing in the morning,

before I have time to fire up my brain,

I like to fire up my heart. 

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I use my heart to control my body. 

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I can feel my fingers tingling 

with sweet sensation

of foreplay…

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Waiting,

to be used. 

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The less I think about what to do

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the easier, better and more natural it is. 

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I find comfort in being alone in my head,

first thing in the morning especially;

It allows me time to do what I love-

Guilt Free

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Awareness (Living Closer)

It’s interesting that now the more I am in your presence, 

the more anxiety I feel. 

It’s as if I now have more opportunity,

to fail. 

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Living with you is a delight and a frieght,

for I sit at home and dream of ways to be ‘right’…

to be more perfect for you;

but you never asked me to change, 

did you?

.

So all this anxiety and fear in my head

comes upon me

because of my own

negative disposition

to self assessment. 

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Foreign Thoughts

I just experienced the strangest thought…

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not strange, I suppose not.

but it was a foreign thought.

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I thought to myself as I wrote down some prose

~maybe I should edit or censor myself

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But No. 

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then who would I be?

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Except an ungenuine poet 

unraveling at the seams. 

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❤ Glitterfly Jessa

Serendipity

Luck?

What is it to me?

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Some call it serendipity,

but to me it’s nothing but make believe.

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Nothing in life happens by accident or luck.

It’s the following a good idea that struck;

struck a chord of the heart

or intuition per say

and keeps your energy flowing all day.

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Serependipity does not happen to me,

I create the good fortune in my life.

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❤ Glitterfly Jessa

Long Distance… Waiting

Dancing around these waves of space

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Patiently waiting

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Keeping in pace

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In pace with

you heart,

my heart

…. the start

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The start of us,

the start of something new

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Something grand

… the great unfolding of hands

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The new sacred dance

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The dance of two

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The dance of me and you

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And our hearts ever staying true

As we do what we must do

until the moment comes,

when we see our plans through

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And we find forever,

for just me and you.

 

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Conjugation

I don’t want to wait

to take you on a date

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and miss my chance

to dance, with you…

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Along the stars of the Milky Way,

the lights take us away

to another head space

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Here is where

I consummate my lustful whoa’s

as we twirl increasingly slow…

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Let the magic

take us over

and constellate,

all the flesh to satiate.

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In this deliberate

conjugation

there is a

procreation…

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A tessellation

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