Serendipity

Luck?

What is it to me?

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Some call it serendipity,

but to me it’s nothing but make believe.

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Nothing in life happens by accident or luck.

It’s the following a good idea that struck;

struck a chord of the heart

or intuition per say

and keeps your energy flowing all day.

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Serependipity does not happen to me,

I create the good fortune in my life.

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❤ Glitterfly Jessa

Conjugation

I don’t want to wait

to take you on a date

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and miss my chance

to dance, with you…

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Along the stars of the Milky Way,

the lights take us away

to another head space

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Here is where

I consummate my lustful whoa’s

as we twirl increasingly slow…

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Let the magic

take us over

and constellate,

all the flesh to satiate.

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In this deliberate

conjugation

there is a

procreation…

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A tessellation

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Free Flow Thoughts- Grow caterpillar, grow

I don’t know where to begin,

feeling lost- uncomfortable in my own skin.

Sitting back and analyzing,

unable to find where I de-railed.

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If I can’t find where I de-railed

how can I expect to re-rail?

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…but do we have to start where we left off?

is it not possible,

to create and de-rail

at any time-

unbennounced to the world?

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There is a hiatus,

a learning curve,

a gap

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between what I was

and what I am yet to be.

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I am like a fetus in the womb-

the start of something unknown

for many years after their arrival.

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No longer an egg,

a sperm,

or an idea

but becoming…

becoming of their own self, 

before knowledge of self.

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I am like a larvae in a cocoon…

past the pain of being a caterpillar-

growing past the pains of being alive

and releasing the fears rooted in survival

and giving it up to the universe.

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I know I will emerge as I should.

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In these moments of lapse,

in this hiatus of time,

something magical is brewing…

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on the edge of

what everyone knew me to be,

what they think I will be,

and what I will become.

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There is a shift in the tides.

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Waiting,

unleashing,

resurrecting

all past,

present,

and future

aliases

of the same

me

 

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Dear Reader,

Dear Reader,

This is my letter to you,

It’s what you need

after reading my heart

and sharing in my pain

and sharing in my joy

and sharing in my struggle to balance.

 

Thank you, cannot express the gratitude I feel

You have given me open space to heal

To allow my words to free flow as they might

and in doing so you give my heart flight

I share your struggles as you share mine

We’re all on a different journey, but trying to find

The same better version of ourselves

in each and every one of us

You see it in me,

and I see it in you…

so let’s continue to uplift each other

and to our own path stay true.

 

Be not strayed away by the judgements of each day,

just keeping releasing what your soul has to say

your life is for you anyway…

so take time to do what is important to you

and allow your heart to shine through.

 

Uplift your brothers and sisters,

as you see their journey

and may watch them stumble

Help show them their world will not crumble

Their world will not fade and dissolve into pain-

for a new friend can make one feel more sane.

Reach out to those who need help

just for the sake of sharing love

…you will find peace in your heart

and love will come back to you

 

Peace and Love,

Namaste, from my heart to yours,

Jessa

 

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Surrender

Trying to uncover all parts of me

The dusty, the dirty, the hidden and unseen

Brushing off dust, blowing off dirt

Allowing light to shine in and illuminate the hurt

No longer trying to hide and cover my shame

Done allowing my spirit to play the blame game

Taking responsibility for my past and embracing my future of growth

To love and cherish my soul, always, this i will surrender to most

Explore On

Interesting to see how one comment

One stray thought

Can throw the energetic body out of whack;

Learning to live in my own head

Learning to love in my own head

Owning my happiness

Owning my truth;

To explore the truth of your own emotions

Your own energies…

Is to delve deeper into the mystery of life. 

To breathe life into dark tight spaces,

To shine light into the dusty corners of the mind,

To try to understand what cannot be seen

But can surely be felt. 

Be bold, light warrior, explore on. 

Wheres my non-judgment zone?

Looking at the life i used to own
Everything feels so different now.
Standing with people i know and have loved
Feeling insecure… I cant keep my worlds separate anymore
People are getting close to meeting people and realizing im gone
Ive been gone so long, nothing feels like home.
Living in a few different worlds
Letting none into my reality.
Worried to step back and abandon half my life
But theres always some half that will understand…
Once you’ve passed the non-judgment zone
Where is mine for myself?